Akon - Sorry , Blame It On Me

jujur lagu ini waktu gue denger , langsung ngehhhh bgd . memang sih lagu.nya agak2 beat , tapi sumpah deh :(


As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

His Name is ANDAR #part 3

Sepulang dari mabes skate z’Reszi , gue langsung masuk kamar dan nangis sejadi-jadinya , hati gue SAKIT banget dengar apa yang udah Tylr dan Robbo bilang sama gue .

                “Nangis hanya tambah mempersulit keadaan elo ,” ujar seseorang , siapa tuhhh , masuk kamar gue tanpa izin segala ! tunggu , suaranya kayak gue kenal , gue berbalik dan ,, “R-ezsi ?” dengan terisak ku ucap namanya , aada Reszi di sini , kenapa ? Dia tidak ngacangin gue lagi . Reszi berjalan mendekati gue yang sedang duduk dengan buliran air mata di pipi . #gubrak

                Reszi duduk di hadapan gue , dia menatapku dengan penuh ketulusan , aww gue rasa gue mulai suka dia lagi , Reszi ! Stop it ! ”Gue udah nebak lo bakal suka sama dia , dan gue udah yakin kalau dia mau giniin elo ,” ucap Reszi , air mataku jatuh lagi , Reszi menghela nafas , ”gue minta maaf , udah buat elo masuk ke dalam penderitaan ini , gue minta maaf bikin lo jadi kenal saama dia ,” lanjut Reszi .

                ”Gue mau ngasih tau elo , tapi temen-temen jadi ilfeel sama Riesta gara-gara dia udah bikin lo begini , mereka semua sayang sama elo , jadi waktu kita berunding , kita milih jauhin elo , supaya Riesta nyadar ,” jelas Reszi , ”tapi , Tylr dan Robbo menentang , mereka ga suka cara kita , itu sama saja menelantarkan , jadi mereka berdua tidak mengikuti kita , gue ga tahan liat elo begitu , lo tau kenapa ??” tanya Reszi . Aku menggeleng .

                ”Gue tau , dulu lo suka sama gue , kan ? Sebenarnya , dari dulu gue udah sayang banget sama lo . Gue berniat nembak lo , tapi gue pengen nguji elo dulu , jadilah gue kenalin elo ke temen-temen gue , termasuk ke Riesta . Tujuan gue juga pengen nguji Riesta , apa dia masih bisa setia sama tunangannya itu , tapi ternyata , sama saja kayak dulu ,’’ jawab Reszi . Deg . Jantungku rasanya ingin berhenti . ‘’Tapi kenapa , Resz ?? Kenapa lo gak langsung nembak gue aja waktu itu ??’’ tanya ku , Reszi menghela napas , ‘’seperti yang gue bilang tadi , gue mo nguji elo ,’’ jawabnya , gue langsung nangis sejadi-jadinya . Dan , yeah , Reszi memelukku .

                ‘’Sekarang gue pengen nanya sama lo,’’ ujar Rezsi ,gue langsung lepasin diri dari pelukannya , dia memgang pundak gue , waktu gue tatap matanya , dia itu bener-bener mempesona .. Alrezsi Novastria Prabowo , gue rasa gue jatuh cinta lagi sama lo ! ‘’Qha , lo masih suka ga sama gue ?’’ tanya Rezsi , gue terbelalak menatap Rezsi , dan sekejap gue peluk Reszi , ‘’Resz , lo cinta pertama gue , gimana cara gue ngelupain elo ? Gue ga bisa , ga akan bisa ..’’ ucapku lirih , ‘’sekalipun itu seorang Andariesta ?’’ goda Reszi .

                Gue langsung mukul dia , ‘’Reszi ! Gue ga suka lo bicarain dia lagi ! Dia Cuma jadi masa lalu yang kelam buat gue ,’’ ucapku terisak , gara-gara ingat Andar lagi .

                Rezsi tertawa , ‘’hmm , lo masih inget cewe yang gue julukin Rezs’s Angel ?’’ tanya Rezsi , wah iya ! Gue lupa , dulu Rezsi suka sama cewe , tapi ga tau siapa dan dia ngejulukin cewe itu Rezs’s Angel ,  gue mengangguk , ‘’ada apa dengan cewe itu ?’’

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                ‘’Gue ga bisa benci lo gitu aja , Dar,’’ ucapku , ‘’tapi , lo bener bener keterlaluan , sakit banget , Andar ..’’ lanjutku , Andar merunduk . ‘’Gue minta maaf , Qha , entah sampai kapan gue bisa berhenti . Tapi , pada saat itu , gue memang bener-bener jatuh cinta sama elo ,’’ ujarnya .

                Gue tersenyum , ’’udahlah , Dar .. Udah ga ada yang perlu kita salahin lagi,”gue tersenyum sebisa mungkin . ”Lo ga benci , kan sama gue ?” tanya Andar , gue menghela napas . ”Nggak , Dar . Sekarang kita jadi temen aja ,” jawabku .

                Waktu keluar dari mabes , gue liat Rezsi sudah nungguin gue , waktu dia ngeliat gue dia tersenyum . ”Let’s go home , Rezs’s Angel ,” ucapnya .  Yah , gue udah jadian dengan Rezsi . Sesampainya dirumah ..

                Gue langsung masuk kamar dan ngambil diary gue , langsung aja gue tulisin semuanya ..

                ”Dear diary ,, his name is Andar …”